Thursday, May 15, 2014

TFIOS Fans


Do you guys know what book is this? 
It's The Fault In Our Stars ( TFIOS ).

So, many people may ask why everyone is so crazy about this book. Of course, not all right. But, I’m one of the fans. At first, I saw many people read this book and they said it is a good book. I don’t know in which way they mean good. Recently, my friend told me that John Green’s books are nice. So, I went to bookstores and try to find this book, badly, they said sold out. One day, I saw they have this so called John Green’s collection. Of course, TFIOS is included. Without any thought, I bought it. I just bought it. I never read the review of the books or what. I just bought all of them.

In the previous post, I had written one of the books from the collection named Looking for Alaska. Trust me, it is a must read. So, this TFIOS is one of them. I’m kind of curious why this book always sold out so fast! Like fucking fast.

Every night I will read one chapter before I sleep since I started to read the book. I feel the excitement before I start to read a new chapter. I still on my way.

The story is narrated by a sixteen-year-old cancer patient named Hazel, who is forced by her parents to attend a support group, where she subsequently meets and falls in love with the seventeen-year-old Augustus Waters, an ex-basketball player and amputee.

The movie is coming soon. So, I shared a trailer of this movie. It's COMING SOON!!!!


Besides, you can find some of the famous sentences and words in the book. So, here are they. Haha. You can find them in somewhere in the book and hopefully in the film.






Seriously, I love this couple so much!

Ansel Elgort is so handsome and he is just 20 years old! Haha! May be I still have hope ? Kekeke... (wicked smile).
Shailene Woodley also a pretty girl. I watched her first film was Divergent. A good film too. Probably not her first film. I mean I first watch her in a film is that.

They both have attractive smile. Don't you think so. <3 I LOVE THEMM!!






I'm so freaking excited! Can't wait it to be show in cinema!!! 

By the way, their soundtrack also sound freaking nice! You will definitely want to listen second time, third time ........ billions! I downloaded the official songs from YouTube just because I can plug to my TV and play them in a big screen! Woohooo!!





Good Luck,
Blueyjerene

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Books Review I Rated


The first book I want to share is Looking For Alaska By John Green.
So, what is this book about?
Here, I will share you the summary of it from a website. I'm not good at describe. So, sorry.
Trust me, it is a good book to read. Although at the end part is sad, yet it is still nice to read.
I've borrowed my book to my friend, Lusha. (just to remind me only, I'm forgetful)

Summary

( http://looking-for-alaska.wikispaces.com/Summary+and+Review )

Before: The novel begins introducing Miles Halter who is beginning his first year at Culver Creek High School as a junior. Miles Halter loves memorizing the last words of famous people, and is searching for "The Great Perhaps" that he concluded would lead him to a greater realization about life and help him to understand the world around him. Culver Creek High School is known for its academic rigor, illustrious pranks, and illegal actions by students. Upon arriving on campus, Miles is told by his parents not to indulge in any of the inappropriate behavior practiced by students; a foreshadow for future events in the novel. Miles then meets his roommate, Chip who has the self-titled nickname of The Colonel. The Colonel is an arrogant, stocky, incredibly intelligent, confident, natural born leader. After a brief dialogue between the two, the Colonel gives Miles the nickname of Pudge an ironic nickname because of Miles' gawky physique and lengthy stature.

The Colonel takes Pudge to meet his long time friend Alaska Young. Alaska is very attractive and Pudge begins to have feelings for her the minute he sees her. The Colonel asks Alaska for smokes, Pudge buys them for the economically troubled Colonel. The three walk to a swing by the lake and smoke together. Alaska and the Colonel tell Pudge about the killer swan in the lake.

The next day, Colonel and Pudge have their first round of classes and Pudge learns how hard the school is. Later, Alaska promises to get Pudge a girlfriend; she sets up a “triple-and-a-half-date” with Alaska, the Colonel, and Pudge with is date Lara (a foreign exchange student). After a freak accident with a fly basketball hitting Pudge and concussing him, he throws up into Lara’s lap.

Later, Pudge focuses on his studies in between taking smoking breaks with the Colonel and/or Alaska and drinking. As winter break rolls around, the Colonel and another friend, Takumi, return home for Christmas festivities. Alaska and Pudge are forced to spend more quality time together, and grow together; they become better friends. They go searching through peoples’ rooms and make a replica of Mt. St. Helens out of burnt candles. The Colonel returns to save Alaska and Pudge from a lonely Thanksgiving and gives them a great Thanksgiving feast.

Alaska is blamed for breaking the number one rule: ratting people out. But she begins to redeem herself in the eyes of the disappointed Colonel by coming up with a “pre-prank” that would act as counter-insurgency to the people who had been harassing and pranking Alaska and Pudge. The pre-prank began with the gang – Alaska, Pudge, the Colonel, Takumi, and Lara – spending the night in a barn drinking and planning for a night of adventure. Pudge and the Takumi would lure the Eagle (the nickname for the Principal) out of this house by setting off fireworks while Alaska and the Colonel change grades and add die to the bully’s hair gel. The morning after everyone feels sick from sick from the previous nights alcoholic festivities. The gang returns to their regular school life and studies as winter break comes to an end.

One night Alaska, the Colonel, and Pudge are drinking away their troubles in Pudge and Colonel’s room when Alaska mysterious leaves for a few minutes to call Jake. When she returns she is very distraught and yells at Pudge and Colonel to help her leave. Without asking questions, Pudge and Colonel distract the Eagle while Alaska leaves into the night.

After:
The next morning Pudge and Colonel are woken by the Eagle who tells them a traumatic event has happened and everyone is to gather in the gym. Upon arriving, Pudge and Colonel learn the shocking truth that Alaska died in a fatal car crash.


The tone of the book completely changes from a light-hearted coming-of-age story to a depressive death/mystery. Pudge and the Colonel exclude Takumi and Lara and go off on their on to try and investigate the mystery behind Alaska’s death. From drinking excessively to calling Jake and other people, the two are frantic to figure out the reasoning behind Alaska’s death. Pudge apologizes to Lara for excluding her, and the Colonel and Pudge also make amends with Takumi. Towards the end Takumi discloses some information that solves the puzzle. Alaska had forgotten the anniversary of her mothers’ death and felt that she had let her mother down just like she did the night that she had died. She didn’t die on purpose, just with the combination of her intoxication, and her emotional distress, her judgment was in disarray; this lead to her untimely death. Pudge and Colonel with his information can move past the grief of her death and pull off a prank that she had originally thought of. The prank consisted of hiring a male prostitute to strip on stage during a public speaking function of the school. It was the Alaska memoir prank. Pudge wrote his final paper about Alaska in religion class; Alaska will forever live on his, the Colonel’s, Lara’s, and Takumi’s memory.


The second book I want to share you is FLIRT: Lessons In Love.
This series of books are all about first love.
They describe the simple, first love.
You will love it once you read because it is all about first love. How people feels excitement when there is a guy falling for you blah blah blah.

Here is the book review I found in Google Book.

There might not be an exact science to first kisses, but Bailey’s about to experiment! This standalone addition to the Flirt series is sweet, fresh, and clean.

For fifteen-year-old high school sophomore Bailey Myers, science comes easy. But her feelings about the new boy in town, super hot Logan Morse, are a bit more complicated. For whatever reason, the newcomer’s smile makes butterflies flutter rapidly in Bailey’s stomach and causes her knees to go weak. There’s no scientific explanation for such a reaction, at least none that Bailey knows of, unless…

No, it can’t be. Bailey doesn’t get crushes. Sure, she thinks Logan’s good-looking in a jaw-dropping way, has eyes she could stare at forever, and speaks with a voice that sounds like cherubs blasting their cute little trumpets. But that’s a normal reaction, right?

And even if it wasn’t, it’s not like Bailey has a chance, not with all the other gorgeous, popular girls at their school who have Logan Morse on their radar.

But when Logan needs a science tutor and Bailey gets the job, their growing friendship begins to turn into something more, as Bailey learns that chemistry is a powerful force…


The third book is from the same series of FLIRT: Lessons In Love. This book named FLIRT Never Too Late.
So, basically, it is also about first love and first relationship.
A nice book to read too.

Book Review:

There might not be an exact science to first kisses, but Bailey’s about to experiment! This standalone addition to the Flirt series is sweet, fresh, and clean.

For fifteen-year-old high school sophomore Bailey Myers, science comes easy. But her feelings about the new boy in town, super hot Logan Morse, are a bit more complicated. For whatever reason, the newcomer’s smile makes butterflies flutter rapidly in Bailey’s stomach and causes her knees to go weak. There’s no scientific explanation for such a reaction, at least none that Bailey knows of, unless…

No, it can’t be. Bailey doesn’t get crushes. Sure, she thinks Logan’s good-looking in a jaw-dropping way, has eyes she could stare at forever, and speaks with a voice that sounds like cherubs blasting their cute little trumpets. But that’s a normal reaction, right?

And even if it wasn’t, it’s not like Bailey has a chance, not with all the other gorgeous, popular girls at their school who have Logan Morse on their radar.

But when Logan needs a science tutor and Bailey gets the job, their growing friendship begins to turn into something more, as Bailey learns that chemistry is a powerful force…


This book is a BEST for me. This book named From What I Remember by Stacy Kramer & Valerie Thomas.
I bought it last year and I never get bored of reading it over and over again. I don't know why, I just like the characters inside.
You can grab this book at Popular Bookstore or Kinokuniya Bookstore.

Book Review:

There might not be an exact science to first kisses, but Bailey’s about to experiment! This standalone addition to the Flirt series is sweet, fresh, and clean.

For fifteen-year-old high school sophomore Bailey Myers, science comes easy. But her feelings about the new boy in town, super hot Logan Morse, are a bit more complicated. For whatever reason, the newcomer’s smile makes butterflies flutter rapidly in Bailey’s stomach and causes her knees to go weak. There’s no scientific explanation for such a reaction, at least none that Bailey knows of, unless…

No, it can’t be. Bailey doesn’t get crushes. Sure, she thinks Logan’s good-looking in a jaw-dropping way, has eyes she could stare at forever, and speaks with a voice that sounds like cherubs blasting their cute little trumpets. But that’s a normal reaction, right?

And even if it wasn’t, it’s not like Bailey has a chance, not with all the other gorgeous, popular girls at their school who have Logan Morse on their radar.

But when Logan needs a science tutor and Bailey gets the job, their growing friendship begins to turn into something more, as Bailey learns that chemistry is a powerful force…


The nest book is Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro.
Trust me, you will definitely want to read this book.
I will read this book because of my English assignment. So, I have to pick up one book and read and make a review of this book. Trust me, not an easy work for me. Yet, I'm feeling great to read this book. Although there is some shit happen that I can't do this book and need to read the another book which was about spiritual book. Duh. Whatever.

They have filmed this into a movie. The link is down below. You can watch the trailer here: 


You can't miss this book. It is all about love, friendships and memory.

Book Summary
The children of Hailsham House are afraid of the woods. In the days when their guardians were much stricter, the school myth goes, a boy's body was found there with its hands and feet removed. Sometimes that dark, threatening fringe of trees can cast such a shadow over the whole school that a pupil who has offended the others might be hauled out of bed in the middle of the night, forced to a window, and made to stare out at it.

When not applying peer pressure in this curious way, Hailsham children seem to have a nice life. The school places considerable emphasis on self-expression through art and, especially, on staying healthy. There are frequent, exhaustive medical check-ups. Smoking is a real crime, because of the way it can damage your body. Yet despite the care lavished on them, their world has a puzzlingly second-hand feel. Everything they own is junk. Teaching aids are rudimentary. Sometimes you get the feeling they're being taken care of on the cheap.

In fact, they are; and their fear of the woods reflects, in a distorted but fundamentally accurate way, their fate. They're organ donors, cloned to be broken up piecemeal for spares. The purpose of Hailsham is to prepare them for their future - to help instal the powerful mechanisms of self-repression and denial that will keep them steady and dependable from one donation to the next.

Never Let Me Go is the story of Kathy and Tommy and Ruth, and of the love-triangle they begin at Hailsham. Ruth is the controlling one, Tommy is the one who used to find it hard to keep his temper: they hope that love will save them. They've heard that love - or art, or both - will get you a deferral. Kathy - well, Kathy is a carer by nature as well as profession: she watches her friends break themselves against the inevitable, but never lets them go. After Hailsham, they grow from puzzled children to confused young adults. They live in a prolonged limbo, waiting for the call to donate. They're free to wander. They write essays, continue with their artwork, learn to drive, roam Britain looking for their "possibles" - the real human beings they might have been cloned from.

Their lack of understanding of the world is funny and touching. They stare into the window of an ordinary office, fascinated by the clean modern space. "It's their lunch break," Tommy says reverently of the office workers, "but they don't go out. Don't blame them either." The clones look in at the society that made them, failing to understand its simplest social and economic structures.

As readers we're in a similar position. What Kathy doesn't know, we have to guess at. This sometimes excruciating curiosity propels us along; meanwhile, Ishiguro's careful, understated narration focuses on the way young people make a life out of whatever is on offer. Nothing is more heartbreaking than received wisdom, and Hailsham students, carefully sheltered not just from any real understanding of their fate but from any real understanding of the world in which it will be acted out, have nothing else to go on.

Their sense of suspension, in a present where they neither make nor understand the rules, is pervasive. Childishly snobbish about the proprieties, they're as puzzled by what's proper as anyone else. Small fashions of behaviour come and go. Far into adulthood Kathy, Tommy and Ruth dissimulate and bicker and set teenage behavioural traps for one another.

Inevitably, it being set in an alternate Britain, in an alternate 1990s, this novel will be described as science fiction. But there's no science here. How are the clones kept alive once they've begun "donating"? Who can afford this kind of medicine, in a society the author depicts as no richer, indeed perhaps less rich, than ours?

Ishiguro's refusal to consider questions such as these forces his story into a pure rhetorical space. You read by pawing constantly at the text, turning it over in your hands, looking for some vital seam or row of rivets. Precisely how naturalistic is it supposed to be? Precisely how parabolic? Receiving no answer, you're thrown back on the obvious explanation: the novel is about its own moral position on cloning. But that position has been visited before (one thinks immediately of Michael Marshall Smith's savage 1996 offering, Spares). There's nothing new here; there's nothing all that startling; and there certainly isn't anything to argue with. Who on earth could be "for" the exploitation of human beings in this way?

Ishiguro's contribution to the cloning debate turns out to be sleight of hand, eye candy, cover for his pathological need to be subtle. So what is Never Let Me Go really about? It's about the steady erosion of hope. It's about repressing what you know, which is that in this life people fail one another, grow old and fall to pieces. It's about knowing that while you must keep calm, keeping calm won't change a thing. Beneath Kathy's flattened and lukewarm emotional landscape lies the pure volcanic turmoil, the unexpressed yet perfectly articulated, perfectly molten rage of the orphan.

By the final, grotesque revelation of what really lies ahead for Kathy and Tommy and Ruth, readers may find themselves full of an energy they don't understand and aren't quite sure how to deploy. Never Let Me Go makes you want to have sex, take drugs, run a marathon, dance - anything to convince yourself that you're more alive, more determined, more conscious, more dangerous than any of these characters.

This extraordinary and, in the end, rather frighteningly clever novel isn't about cloning, or being a clone, at all. It's about why we don't explode, why we don't just wake up one day and go sobbing and crying down the street, kicking everything to pieces out of the raw, infuriating, completely personal sense of our lives never having been what they could have been.


The next book is The Great Gatsby by Scott Fitzgerald.
You can find this book is about  aspects of class, love and sorrow.
I read this book in my English class to for the novel session. 
I will rate 9.5/10 to this book because it is a really good book. It was well described people in those years and how they was separated between rich and poor people. 
One thing I learn from this book is that never to have a high hope when something is not belongs to you. You will need to know when to let go and when to appreciate from what you have. Don't regret after you lose it because sometimes the things you lost, you will never get it back again. Gone is gone. It won't come back.

If you don't want to read it, watch it. But let me say, book is always the best than watch.

This book also filmed into a movie. You can watch the trailer here:


Book Review:

Set in 1920s America, a young Nick Caraway rekindles his relationship with his cousin Daisy. Young, selfish and rich, Daisy and Nick are far from alike, but he knows Daisy's husband, Tom, from their university days. Nick lives next to a young man named Gatsby, who is constantly throwing large and grand parties in his beautifully huge house, in which he lives alone. In a whirlwind, Nick starts to unravel the secrets behind Gatsby and his reasons for living alone.


This book series is a comic. A Japanese Anime comic named Gakuen Alice/ Alice Academy.
It was my childhood.
I have the DVD and of course the comic series.
It took me like 1 months to collect all of them except the last book I waited this January only I buy because they just launched.
For me, I love this comic/movie is because the characters. They are way way more handsome and cool.
It is about friendships. When they face any hardships, their friends will actually lend a helping hand to help instead of like I don't care. It is a little funny and crazy. 


I guess that's all for today.
Hope you like it.

Good Luck,
Blueyjerene

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Gathering With Long-Not-Seen Friends

 Last Friday, I went to have tea time with my friends. We decided to eat at a place that we never visit before. So, there is a dessert shop named Kula Cakes where they sell different types of cakes. One of the most MUST TRY is their Mango Cheesecake. Their Mango Cheesecake tastes fabulous. I can’t stop eating once I eat it! Like seriously. I very love their cheesecake. I can be said that I’m craving for it every time when I feel like I wanna eat dessert. Trust me, you must try! For drinks, you MUST try their Pandan Cooler. It is made from pandan. They will add those little tiny seeds which is very good for health. Thumbs up!

Here is the details and how you can get there.

Facebook Page:

Address: A69 Jalan Besar, Kuantan

Phone   0129009095 | 0126644054 

























Next round, we went to Starbucks.  They have a deal which every Friday, they have 50% discount at every Frappuccino. So, of course, we can’t miss out. It’s fucking cheap! For a large drinks and it costs only RM7, CAN’T MISS IT! My all-time favorite and the only drinks at Starbucks is Special Made: Vanilla Frappuccino. My trademark drinks. Every time I order, people will ask “What’s that white drink?” Haha!


We had like a small gathering together because I meet my secondary school’s friends. They are at Starbucks too. So, we decided to sit together and crazy again. The weather out there is super-hot, so, nobody is willing to sit outside. We are the one who kind of crazy to sit under the sun without complaining. We chat, we selfie and we talk non-sense. Of course, I met 2 new friends from friends of mine. It was a really good time spending together.













Here comes the end. See ya!

Good Luck,
Blueyjerene

Monday, May 12, 2014

#Throwbacks



突然间,我有点怀念中学的时候。
从初中到高中,我都有和朋友一起的好和坏时光和回忆。
想起刚刚从小学进入中学时,什么都不会的我,连最基本的国语我都摸不清。进入中学,那是一所英文国语的学校,从华校进入,对我来说,不是的那么容易,毕竟我习惯说华语。朋友家人从小就说话语。只有在上马来文科时写国语,很少讲。当时,我的朋友群里只有我进入英校。所以,刚刚入学的我非常的寂寞和少许的彷徨。我承认啦。 不久,我终于找到可以和自己说话语的朋友,她们也是刚刚进入,所以,大家都是新朋友。我们大家都是新开始在新环境。久而久之,我们越来越熟。大家你帮我,我帮你。话题自然就越来越多。 在那五年里,我们曾经有说有笑,有吵有闹,时间渐渐地流得很快。当然,在女子学校,没有男生,我们之间没有避忌。要说什么就说什么。没管那么多。你拍我,我拍你。热时,大家做的有点粗鲁。小case啦,对不对?哈哈! 我们有时因为一点小事而争吵,但是,这些往往是增强我们的友谊。当我们想回去时,是有那么的好笑。这些,也是存在我们一部分的记忆和回忆。在班上,我们时常分享食物,好像在开小型野餐。当然,在校规里,我们的确是犯了规,但是,对我们来说,没被抓包就可以了吧。对不对?记得我们在 Add Maths 的节时,我们都没有听课因为很明显,老师太厉害,厉害到我们听不明白。哈哈! 在班上,我们时常大吵大闹,不是骂架,而是,我们的笑声。对,众所周知,我的笑声在我的朋友群里,的确是非常的大声。对我而言,开心,就应该大声地笑,尽情地笑。别憋着。因为有些人不能。所以,可以笑的我们,当然要珍惜。有时,我们的笑声可以换来同班同学的责骂,但是,我们从来不管。有时,我们可以无端端没理由地看着对方就哈哈大笑。美好回忆。初中,我们被分位子。但是,我们就这节课,这个位子,那节课,那个位子。不同的位子,不停的换。 现在,长大的我们,进入大学的我们,我的确有点怀念当年。我们可以无忧无虑地玩,一起念书,一起温习,一起顶老师嘴,一起下课,一起拍照,一起犯规再班吃东西等等。小时的我们,根本无需要担心现今的社会。现在,你要考虑你的前途,你要读什么科系,你未来的路。不得不去想,有时不是我们要不要,是我们必须。人一长大,烦恼就越来越多,不得由你控制。 我想对我身边的每一个朋友说,谢谢你们一直以来的照顾与关怀。我非常的感激。不好的,有时我说话得罪了你,我抱歉,但是,我说话有时是那么的直接,所以,请见谅。谢谢曾经帮过我许多的朋友,我非常的谢谢你们。无论从小学到现在的朋友,新和久朋友,我非常的开心能够认识到你们,希望我们可以联络联络。哈哈! 所以,不开心的回忆,把它忘掉,开心的回忆,把它保存。活在当下,享受你人生的喜怒哀乐,你一定会要经历的。不开心,还是要过一天;开心,还是要过一天,倒不如,每天都活在快乐的日子里,自己也会很快乐。哈哈。


All of a sudden, I miss everything in secondary school.

I have a lot of great memories with my friends from primary until high school, even until now.

Times fly back to the time when I was entering secondary from primary school. I’m just a little girl who doesn't know a lot of things even the simplest BM I also not very good. That school was a girl school and everything were in either English and BM. Mostly is BM of course. I am an Chinese primary graduate, so of course my BM doesn't really that fluent compared to Malays. It was very hard for me to study at a totally different study environment. So, I was very lonely at the very beginning.

After some weeks, finally, I find some friends who are speaking mandarin just like me; I was feeling so happy that time. All of us are new students who came from different f schools. It was a new study environment which we need to meet new friends, new teachers and new part of life. Within the years study together, we did help each other a lot. It means that we are getting closer and closer.
We were spending great times together. We did laugh together and sometimes argue together. Life just can’t live without some arguing. Arguing makes we grow. Times fly. One thing that we don’t need to care in girls school is that our sitting position. Girls school of course don’t have guys which means we can sit like a boss we want or just slap butt together. Who cares right? We don’t care and nobody care in that school. After PE, we just change clothes in class.

Every single memory in high school, I still remember in my mind. Of course, not everything, my memory isn't that good, so mostly I remember.  In class, we were always like having a small picnic. We brought foods from home and shares in class. We eat Maggi, Nasi Lemak and etc in class. It was prohibited of course, yet we still do. I mean against the law. Life is boring if you don’t break some laws. I mean school laws, not the country’s laws. It is a small case in school. We don’t really bother much that time. In Add Maths class, obviously, most of us didn't listen to what the teacher says because most of us don’t know the shit about the teacher said. He is too smart until we don’t understand every shit he said to us.

Meanwhile, the noises we made are not the scolding or arguing sound, most of the time is our laughing sounds. We do have loud laughing sounds especially me. I was known as a big laughter. Everyone knows it. For me, if we can laugh, we laugh. For someone in this world, they may not have this opportunity of laugh. So, laugh whenever you feel to. That’s you. Don’t bother what others judge you. Sometimes, in class, we can just like laugh all of a sudden without reason. You know who you are. Yes, YOU! I hate the most is that when the teachers want us to change place. I really dislike it. So, we do have our own seats in different class. Yet, we still changed a lot of seats.

Now, all of us have grown up. Some of us are in college, in university and in Form 6. We have our own life to live. I somehow miss the time. We can have our freedom to do whatever we want to. We study together, be rude to teacher together (not very), lunch together, selfie together and eat in class together and so on. We don’t have to worry so many things. Now, you need to worry your career, your future study and your future. The matter is that whether we want or not, is because we must! Once we grown up, there are many things for us to think about and to worry about.


Here, I want tell my every single friends I know. Thank you for your helping and caring. I really appreciate everything. Sometimes, I may say something that hurts you, I’m sorry for that deep down. I hope we can always keep in touch. No matter when or where. Just keep in touch. I feel very happy to have you as my friends. Haha!! cheers!

Good Luck,
Blueyjerene