Sunday, July 13, 2014

Phone Cleaning

Recently I'm cleaning my phone's album. I found a lot of photos that I haven't posted in any social media. Just some of them in my Instagram but then not most of them. I will always clean my phone 2 months once but then I learnt my lesson last time because my phone just died in so sudden. i have quite a lot photos left inside, but then after that, my bro helped me to fix it. So, I learn my lesson. Now, I will move my photos 3 times a month. I edited all of them already, just haven't got the chance to post it. I decide to post it here all in one post.

So, Let's just get started!


This is the photo taken in Vietnam. You can find more details about this place on my Vietnam Travel posts.


Actually, here is seriously a gorgeous place. The buildings, the streets and the shops. Just so beautiful!


Here is my brother and me selfie. I got a little bit sunburn as you can see on my arm.


I guess to those who read my Vietnam posts or you went this place, you will probably know where is this. This is a very small hole in real life compared to in this picture. Deep down inside, it is really narrow and small. It somehow feel so hallow inside. But then, I left my footsteps inside. I tried to climb! yay! Good experience.


I really enjoy the view outside the plane. The clouds all look like cotton candy in white color. They are looking fluffy and beautiful. They form infinity shapes in a day. That's why I always prefer a window seat every time.


Yes. Bringing my love with me to travel. I love this book so much! I watched the movie twice! TWICE! It still fucking touch my heart!


A little getaway from my hometown. Bye!


Went to gym with my silly buddy! She came back for holidays. So, I just pull her go gym with me to work out.


All of a sudden, I feel so missed this potato. It's originally from Vietnam. This is the food that the soldiers eat during the war. With the combination of the peanuts and sugar, taste fantastico!! 


This is a coffee named Blue Mountain. I don't drink coffee but my mum said it tastes really good!


I'm wearing the traditional hat that gifted by the tour guide.


Gym sessions with my friends again! After work out, let us take a selfie!





With my crazy girl, Lusha! I sure you know her!




Photo in the rain! We looked like idiots. Luckily there is no car pass by!


Beer time at lunch! Dahh... Not a beer la!


With my cousin- Wedding Dinner.


My friend Lusha helped me took it. 


Selfies with my beautiful mum!

















My new Birki! <3 









Limited Edition ic! Berlin Sunshades! So cool! I wish I can but it but it's not for sale.





Silly faces with my little cousin!

Good Luck,
Blueyjerene

Insomnia


Frankly speaking, since the day I started college, I'm starting to have insomnia somehow. I don't know why it happened. Is it because of sleep late or too much stress on my study? I have no ideas.

How an insomnia feels like?
That's a question. When you feel want to sleep, you just can't sleep. Your body is very tired yet you just can't fall sleep and have good dream. Your eyes will like 'shine right like a diamond'. Somehow I feel like I'm freaking tired and I just can't sleep! Like no way! I so struggle to sleep yet my eyes still blinking bright. I use music to make me sleep, it helps little but then usually I will use those sad songs or oldies which is kind of like sleepy song, I turned out to be sad because of the song. Like wtf! Seriously wtf haha!

I'm actually good at sleeping. The matter is that how I sleep. If I cannot sleep, I really cannot sleep. If I can sleep, bam! I can sleep the entire day! I tried to sleep 1 day full. From yesterday 9PM to next day 9PM. I'm like wtf! So late ady! Haha!! Sound a little bit crazy but it's true. Haha! Weirdo!

I don't usually like this. The sign of insomnia that comes into me when I'm thinking something over or I'm too excited about something or I'm feeling depress. We do have our own matter, it just need some times to be settled by your own. That's all I can tell you.

Anyway, sleep whenever you can. Don't sleep late. Don't make it as a habit to sleep late. Trust me. It feels worst if you can't sleep.

Good Luck,
Blueyjerene

Saturday, July 12, 2014

Reaction to The Fault In Our Stars


I am so happy today!
I sure you know why. You did!
Today is the screening of 
The Fault In Our Stars!
Yes! Like FINALLY! It’s in cinema!
I don’t know why, they just move few days earlier than the expected date which is next week.
I thought I need to wait until next Thursday but then it’s not!
I’m so happy duu!

We went in the cinema just on time.
In fact, we were running late. We still make it although it was advertising part.
Who cares the freaking advertisement?
They are not the main point today.
I still feel so exciting now. Yes. Now!
After few hours, I still feel the excitement!

Story times!

The scene started with Hazel Grace in the hospital doing a checkup session like usual.
Then, she is suggested by the doctor to go this Support Group.
In that Support Group, she meets Augustus Waters.
Then, everything starts from that.
During the session in Support Group, Augustus Waters keeps looking at Hazel Grace.
Like those who meet a girl in first sight.
Everything is just amazing right there.
So lovely and cute.

They spend times together.
They share their moments which is very lovely for us.
I like the way Augustus Waters talks to Hazel Grace.
So romantic and lovely.
Everything he says is just simply wow! So heart touching.

The saddest parts that make me cry are

1.       When Hazel suddenly get difficult breath during midnight due to fluid in her lung.
2.       Augustus feels so depressed and self-complaining on how useless he is when at the petrol station.
Like OMG! These scenes are definitely so sad and emotional.
I try not to cry in cinema but then I can’t when I watch these 2 scenes.
Other scene also sad somehow, but I control myself.



I personally enjoy the part when they go to Amsterdam.
The places at there are so nice and beautiful.
I wish I can go one day to visit such a beautiful place.
I love this scene because this is where Hazel accepts Gus as a boyfriend.
Besides, some sad thing happened because Gus is going to reveal a sad news which is about his cancer.
Hazel and Gus spend a great dinner together at a restaurant named Oranjee.
The restaurant is so freaking beautiful and so romantic.
Like OMG! I’m so gonna visit this place.

That’s about Malay***.
They cut the part when Gus and Hazel in the hotel.
We are all like c’mon!
They are not even taking out whole clothes. She still bra on.
Like wtf!
Why you need to cut the fucking scene!
I really don’t understand.
You don’t wear bra? Like DUH!
Can’t you just be open minded, please?
DAFUQ! L

When I was reading the book,
I really cry so badly.
For a person that barely cries like me, I cried.
So you can imagine how emotional it is.
It just simply touches my heart and my eyes.

A good movie deserves to be watch the second time.
Yes. I’m watching tomorrow with my family.
OMG! Can’t wait again!

In that movie,
All of the important quotes are shown in the movie,
which is very good.
Here are some of the quotes that I really like and love.

1.       I like the quotes from Augustus Waters.
“It’s a metaphor, see? You put the thing that does the killing right between your teeth, but you never give it the power to kill you. A metaphor.”

Everything just sounded so nice.

2.      “I opened the door. He looked down at my shirt and smiled. "Funny," he said.
"Don't call my boobs funny," I answered.” 

3.      “Maybe our "Okay" Will be our Forever” 

4.      “Some infinites are longer than other infinites” 

5.      “You gave me forever within a number of days." 

"I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity.” 

6.      “-so if the inevitability of oblivion worries you, than I suggest you ignore it. God knows that's what the rest of the world does.” 

7.      “That's the thing about pain.
It demands to be felt..” 

8.      “I enjoy looking at beautiful people, and I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simpler pleasures of existence.” 

9.      “Maybe 'Okay' will be our 'always'...” 

10.  “There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There's .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities... I cannot tell you how grateful I am for our little infinity. You gave me forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful.” 

11.  “You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world… but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices.” 

12.  “I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the
business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned
to dust, and I know the sun will swallow
the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am
in love with you.” 

13.  “Between the three of us, we have five legs, four eyes & two & a half working pairs of lungs.” 

I love this part so much when they are throwing the eggs to Monica’s house. I just can’t stop laughing. Her mum just like walked in to the house so blurry.

14.  “You get to choose if you get hurt in this world. But you do have some say in who hurts you.” 
Yes. It’s true.
15.  “ My thoughts are stars and I cannot fathom into constellations . ” 

Last but not least, the beautiful confession I've ever heard. So romantic!!
I like the way he described and confessed to Hazel.
So beautifully described.

"I'm in love with you," he said quietly.
"Augustus," I said.
"I am," he said. He was staring at me and I could see the corners of his eyes crinkling. "I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know that loves is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all out labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you."


So, this is my reaction after The Fault In Our Stars.
They just simply amazing!



Good Luck,
Blueyjerene

Friday, July 11, 2014

Excited

OMG!
I'm so freaking happy. No. Is very excited!!!
Finally! The Fault In Our Stars is screening tomorrow! 
I'm going to watch it tomorrow with my friends and then my family.

My bestie, Lusha just called me up when I'm driving. No worry. I'm safety driver. Loudspeaker of course.
She just sounded so excited like wanna singing high pitch.
She told me that TFIOS is on screen tomorrow!
Fucking Tomorrow!

We just go online and buy the tickets.
Omg. Until now we still feel so excited! Wohoo!!
Finally. After waiting like decades. 
Everytime see posts from Ansel, John Green and Shaileene, I am so sad that I can't be there.
My friend is lucky enough to spot them at NYC. Like hell yeah!

Nevermind.
Now I finally can see them through the screen. YES!
Sadly I cannot see them in real person, but then, on screen okay la. 
As long as I can see them, Can lah!
I still want meet them!! 
** Crying like baby **

Alright. That's all for today. 
Just words today.
I AM SO EXCITED. SO AS MY FRIENDS DO. 
HAPPY!
JUMPING LIKE A KID!

Good Luck,
Blueyjerene