Time passes so fast.
It seems like yesterday I was just enrolled to this university and tomorrow is my final.
OMG. I have no idea how much time I spend here since the start.
Well, first year is actually the fundamental yet the hardest part because you start from zero. Actually is like what you learnt before, you carry on to even deeper stage. I admit that life is hard when you get further in your study. I do somehow wonder how my friends can do so well in their studies, Probably they spend more time than I do in their studies. I do really wish I can be part of their brain and as hardworking as them. How good to have a smart brain huh.
When it comes to exam, my inner struggle always come. I always did bad in exam. I think I am a person who can score well in assignment but not examination. Examination is kind of like a phobia because you will be graded. But without it, you can't know where you stand. I don;t like being compared but you stay in this society you have to compete with the others for god sake. It comes obvious when the lecture has more hope with your friends in class than you. I don't know, i just feel sad somehow not being the good one in class. Good in term of academic stuff. Ahh... Complicated life.
I have more to study and revision. I have roughly one month to prepare before sitting inside the god damn exam chair in the room to vomit out all my knowledge. At the same time, I worry I can't do well. I do get affected by the surrounding sometimes. But, for this exam period time, study is main thing for me. Okay. Bye.
Releaseeeeee some tension on myself....
Good Luck,
