Little Freedom

Hello bunnies.

I can now feel a little bit release but not at all at the same time.

This week, I never sleep before 3A.M.

Because I am rushing my assignments.

Trust me, it is a terrible days ever.

I get not enough sleep. Seriously not enough sleep.

Well, I hope I can sleep when I am back home.

Good news.

Tomorrow I’m flying again.

I am so excited. I get to travel again! Yay!

It is time for me to take a short break from my busy study life here.

It’s been a hard week.

I don’t get enough rest and I feel terribly.

Finally, I can go back home after 3 months.

Well, first thing I will do is lying on my bed and sleep.

Sleep is my first option now. Haha!

Happy Holidays to my fella friends!!

Have a nice holiday and enjoy the max before you suffer again. Haha!

                Good Luck,

Looking Forward

'Hohoho' ...

Christmas is around the corner and I can't wait for the day to come! I can feel the Christmas sense already because I love Christmas so much! 

Christmas is a very merry festival because I get to receive presents! Yay! I always love present. Even it is just a little one, but I will still happy like a kiddo. You never know what's inside the box. Surprising. Haha! 

I just received an early Christmas present from my housemate a.k.a my friend. I never thought of she will presents me but she did. She bought me a makeup palette. Well, I will buy it soon because mine is almost finish but now I received a new one which is just nice for me. I love this present. Thanks again! Wish you have a great holidays with your family. I will see you next year then. Haha!! 

My friends are all on holidays now. Me, study. I realize that holidays in my university is freaking less. If we have, one week max. People can get like 2 weeks or even more. Us, one week. Sometimes just few days, not even a week. Well, what I can say is that we taste the bitter only the joyful comes after. Hehe!

I can't wait to meet my family. I miss them damn much. I don't have homesick at all, but I still miss then much. Can't wait to meet them and go travel again. Looking forward. Haha!! XOXO...

I hope you have a very nice holidays. 

Happy holidays and early merry Christmas. 

Stay tune for my next travel post. If and only if I got time to update. Haha!! 

Love ya! Bye.

                Good Luck,

Complexity

Christmas is coming soon. I am very looking forward for the day to come. I’ve been waiting Christmas for long time because I am going to travel with my family. My dad decides to bring us go travel because he knows that we all are stress in study. Aww. Such a lovely dad I have. I am looking forward to see my family after some moments. I miss my home actually. I’ve been 3 months didn’t back home. So, I am do damn missing my home.

These weeks are freaking busy week for all of us. We have assignments due day by day. We have endless assignments to hand in. after you handed in your coursework, there are more to come and they are waiting for you already. I just handed in an essay about self-reflection. For sure that I realize I don’t even know myself. I know it’s strange but I really don’t know. Hmm… something going wrong? I have no idea. But at last, I handed in. My friend laughed at me when he spells checked my essay. Gosh. Embarrassing. But don’t know, that’s my essay.

I have so many subjects actually haven’t study. I don’t know how to start. Everything is like so packed. I have no idea which to start first. Coming January we have test for semester 1. Fuck. Nightmares come. Computing fuck. Thermofluids fuck. Everything fuck la. i just wish that I don’t fail and can get a good results. I don’t wish to be the last in class. Just no for me. I can’t accept it somehow…. Stress. Study study study. I get bored somehow because every day studies like that. I want entertainment every Friday as usual. Hence, I always ask whether anyone want to hang out on Friday night. It’s Friday. We should have fun. My fun day is on Friday. Haha! I won’t study on Friday unless I have to.

What should I do? Fuck. I feel so fucked up somehow because I haven’t study all my subjects.

                Good Luck,

Blessed

Emotional kinds of day for me.

I don't know how to handle all these things.

Everything just drop by too fast and I have no idea how to handle it...

properly...

I feel lost somehow.

Sometimes I do get frustrated when I'm studying.

I just have this sudden shoot that asking myself 'Why am I so hardworking for?'

Well, that's a true feeling yet a not fact.

I just get too tired when facing those piles of papers in front of me.

But, I do feel better after talk to someone.

Well, I am so glad that I have friends what willing pick up my call in the middle of the night,

just to chat with me.

I don't want to tell my parents about my problem,

I don't want them to worry about me.

Hence, I call my friend.

They understand when I call them.

I don't call people most of the time, indeed I do, there's something wrong on me that particular day.

I don't like people disturb me when I sleep and I don't disturb when people wants to sleep.

But, sometimes, I do want to disturb them because I feel emotional sometimes.

I'm glad that they are there for me.

It's a fact that I love disturb my friends.

Sometimes they get annoyed and want to punch me.

But, I know they won't. They are lovely people.

It's just part of me for being love to disturb and kacau my friends.

Life... Just do and chill and relax.

I feel loved.

Whenever I walk in to my apartment, my friends tend to surprise me with some gift.

I feel like a kid always in Christmas.

My friends baked for me and buy me souvenirs and spoiled me somehow.

They can just like buy me something for no reason.

I feel bad and feel happy like a little kiddo.

It's a small thing but I do feel extremely happy in heart.

You realized that after being through a shitty or busy day, 

you step in your doorstep and see something for you,

you feel blessed and life isn't that bad anymore.

At least there're people there who care about you.

I feel blessed with all these lovely people around me.

I appreciate everything although I don't show most of the time.

Thanks loves.

Alright. Time to study. Goodbye amigo.

                Good Luck,