Miss

Couple weeks back, I went to KL to help out for the education fair under my university.

At the same time, I had my extra time to spend with my family.

Although it took just a little while, but that's enough for me.

I really miss my family a lot. 

I don't know, may be I seldom get my chance to go back home, I extraordinary miss them.

Compared to KL and JB, I miss home more than I do.

Well, I was very happy because I got to spend time with my parents and also my dad's birthday dinner.

We went to Magnum store but buy magnum ice-cream.

Well, I've seen everyone buying it and they said it is nice.

So, we give it a try.

It does taste very good.

You can add your own topping above your ice-cream.

I added Marshmallow and also some chocolates balls on my ice-cream.

It tastes good.

Happy Birthday dad. I love you.

                Good Luck,

Life is ...

人往往是个很奇怪的动物。

你对她的好， 她不珍惜，反而利用你的好来得到她的利益。

平时对他的好，他不珍惜没关系。

但是，最伤心的事，当你有利益被利用时，他就会突然而然地出现在你面前。

从熟悉的友情到像陌生人般地彭友，突然间找你，不奇怪吗？

不是我要这样想，是你把你自己在我的印象中非常的不好。

又是当个天真无邪的小孩子还好过当一个大人。

起码他们对你是纯友谊，而不是一个利益品。

人看得多，自然而然就会习惯。

有时想一想，还是自己不会背叛自己，一个人的世界也蛮好的。

人生。

习惯就好。

你也不能改变这个自然生态。

                Good Luck,

A Short Break

Time to have a short break for myself.

Since I’ve started university life, life never been easy.

I mean time spending in other things.

Usually, I will always hang out with my friends and so on.

But now,

I spend most of my time in room to study.

I wouldn’t say it is interesting because I tend to get bored when I study.

If you keep on study the same thing for a long period of time in a day,

I get super duper bored.

My life here is like study, uni, study, eat, sleep…

I somehow miss my previous life.

But, I more likely to like this rhythm of life.

I don’t know why. May be once you grow up, you see things differently.

I love the peacefulness of this environment.

Although I spend most of my time in my room, but I still have my own friends to hang out with.

I have interesting friends here.

I wouldn’t say is lifeless but a little bit boring only.

Having the same routine every day I tend to get boring as usual.

Well, sometimes I do enjoy driving alone and get some ice-cream. Haha!

Just enjoy the moment while driving without thinking anything.

After your long day in school,

I miss my home.

Normally I get to go back home every day or every month,

Now, I just get to go back once in a couple months.

I miss my home and my parents.

When I get a little emo, means that I miss home.

I just wanna go back home sometimes.

Well, I still need to move on and learn to be independent.

I am independent, still I miss home.

Hence, once I get a chance to go back home, I will never miss that chance.

But sometimes I do doubt because flight tickets damn exy shit.

So, I rather save the money for a better use. Haha!

Kidding.

Writing can help me release some stress or watching some youtube videos on nice cars and some interesting things.

They do let me release some stress a little bit.

I realize there are many interesting videos out there yet I haven’t discover before.

Previously I don’t spend much time online, but now seems like is my second interest.

Well, different environment, different interest.

Alright. Time to back to my book world.

Bye.

                Good Luck,

Partly Giving Up, Partly Not

Before I get back to my study, I would like to have a little writing.

We have tests in this week and the following week. Frankly, I wasn't doing that good. I kind of feeling sucks when you know you study damn hard and when the test comes, you aren't doing well. I don’t like that feeling. I do doubt myself for being stupid or my ability started to decrease? I spend so much time on my study and when the tests come, I don’t do well on it. Imagine you spend most of your time study and revision, it doesn't pay much off on what you doing, that feeling is really a disaster.

I sit for my electrical test last Wednesday. I don’t have a strong base on electric since I’m not taking A-Level before. A-Level students always make me feel stress because they know more than you, and I feel somehow not belong with them because they know so much more than me. I don’t like electric partly because it’s complicated for me and partly because I don’t have the interest with it. I just not bond with electric. I try my best to study and do my revision on my electric subject, yet I did badly in my tests. I do blame myself for disliking electric, because once I dislike, I will dislike forever. Well, I guess I need to change my attitude. My friends helped me a lot in my electric. I feel troublesome for disturbing them by asking questions to them. But, they do help me to understand how it works. I considered as last minutes study for my electric tests, so I expect I’m not doing that well. But, electric seems interesting when you started to understand them little by little. Well, electric students are great as they find interesting in such complicated circuits that they need to know and understand. Hmm… I will try my best in my semester 2. Not giving up.

I do love math because you have unlimited solutions to solve and you will figure out something new. i do enjoy calculating and solving problems, but for this time, I doubt myself. When I get the question papers, I try my best to do on time. But, I failed. I blank 8 questions and others I don’t even know whether the answers are correct or not. I don’t have enough time to finish up my papers. I skip the questions if I don’t know how to do. This time, I doubt myself. Am I that bad in mathematics? You see, I spend so much time in learning mathematics and doing exercises, but in the end, I don’t get what I learn. There’s contrast between what I learn and what the questions come out. Most of the questions I can’t get the answers I want. Probably because I don’t know how to do or probably I calculated wrong. I do get panic when end time is coming soon, very soon. Conclusion, I did sucks in my mathematics tests.

Another will be computing. I don’t have a strong base for sure and I kind of like don’t like programming since the start. Programming seems interesting because you write code and so on. I feel that being a programmer is so great because they need to study and know how to solve those codes and write a new code for certain things. I don’t do well in my computing. I’m having the exam on Monday, I have no idea how am I going to do in my exam. During the last mock test, I don’t even know how to do one questions. That’s sucks. I try to do but I get another answer than the correct one. Oh my gosh! I started to worry. No, I worry this day will come since the beginning. I should have spent more time in computing. Too bad. I think it’s too late ;C well, I better revise hard in order for me to do at least one questions? Oh gosh, I can’t see my future in my coming exam… what should I do. Nervous yet scared. Insecure shit.

I am kind of worry because this is just 3 months’ time. Yet, I already faced these shit things in my life. I started to doubt myself although I can’t do so. I do doubt, started to doubt. May be I need work extra harder to understand the fundamental or any shit which I completely don’t know. What’s the problem now? I have no idea. Why can my friends so smart and they can like know everything? May be they are born to be genius. I’m not. I feel worry. But, I know I can’t be.

Choosing this course I expect to be challenging. Since I already know what am I doing here, I need to have the faith to complete this course with good results may be. I really do hope I can get good marks here. I don’t want to let my parents down. They are very supportive to me and I don’t want to let them down. I know what kind of life I want. Life isn't easy, if you have faith and strong enough, I believe I can deal with these shits. Yes. I can do it although it’s hard… sad life. I choose to give in my time on my study and my life, so I must have no regrets. Be strong Jerene, you can deal with this. I know you will.

Whenever my mum called me, I will tell her I’m doing fine, but in fact, I’m not. I just don’t want them to worry me as they have their own busy life to deal with. I always try to solve it within myself than sharing with other people or asking others for help with my own personal things. I got to be independent in many ways. Just hope that everything will go smoothly as I wish, I know it wouldn't, but try to be. Well, life… (my friend always says that… )

Smile. Be strong.

                Good Luck,

Blessed

Emotional kinds of day for me.

I don't know how to handle all these things.

Everything just drop by too fast and I have no idea how to handle it...

properly...

I feel lost somehow.

Sometimes I do get frustrated when I'm studying.

I just have this sudden shoot that asking myself 'Why am I so hardworking for?'

Well, that's a true feeling yet a not fact.

I just get too tired when facing those piles of papers in front of me.

But, I do feel better after talk to someone.

Well, I am so glad that I have friends what willing pick up my call in the middle of the night,

just to chat with me.

I don't want to tell my parents about my problem,

I don't want them to worry about me.

Hence, I call my friend.

They understand when I call them.

I don't call people most of the time, indeed I do, there's something wrong on me that particular day.

I don't like people disturb me when I sleep and I don't disturb when people wants to sleep.

But, sometimes, I do want to disturb them because I feel emotional sometimes.

I'm glad that they are there for me.

It's a fact that I love disturb my friends.

Sometimes they get annoyed and want to punch me.

But, I know they won't. They are lovely people.

It's just part of me for being love to disturb and kacau my friends.

Life... Just do and chill and relax.

I feel loved.

Whenever I walk in to my apartment, my friends tend to surprise me with some gift.

I feel like a kid always in Christmas.

My friends baked for me and buy me souvenirs and spoiled me somehow.

They can just like buy me something for no reason.

I feel bad and feel happy like a little kiddo.

It's a small thing but I do feel extremely happy in heart.

You realized that after being through a shitty or busy day, 

you step in your doorstep and see something for you,

you feel blessed and life isn't that bad anymore.

At least there're people there who care about you.

I feel blessed with all these lovely people around me.

I appreciate everything although I don't show most of the time.

Thanks loves.

Alright. Time to study. Goodbye amigo.

                Good Luck,

Dull

Good evening peoopleee.

I’ve been go through a very busy study life. Well, one coursework down, still got more to go.

If I say I am not tired then I probably lie to you.

I feel extremely tired. Basically my eyes are very tired.

When you face certain things for example laptop and papers for a whole day, you will get what I mean.

I will never ever get enough sleep.

I love sleep for sure.

I feel I don’t have enough time.

Every day, after class ended, I go back bath and have my dinner, then I straight away go to library and continue my study.

Time is like so limited here.

When you start something, you never realize that the time pass like so fast.

I never expect the time pass like a rocket and yet I actually didn’t do many things.

For what I know is that, I am a slow learner, I take extra times than any other else no matter in what fields. Sometimes, I do wonder why am I so slow compared to others. But, everyone is different, there’s nothing to be compared about. The way everyone study if different. Hmm…

Sometimes I just wish I am a fast learner so I can basically do more stuff in a day.

But, I accept my fact. Haha…

One more thing I want to confess.

We are having this MPU study which I don’t know the full form of it. We need to take etnic subjects and Titas. I have no freaking idea why we need to take that while we have so many things to worry about. The class is completely conducted in BM like dafaq. My BM level is so so not that very good, I thought I can say bye to BM life and now like… damn. Why do we ever need to take that because we are in the country? That’s make no sense. We have to do presentation and so on and so forth. Seriously, I feel somehow crap. Why do we need to learn that?  Will there anyone out there will ask you about that if you’re applying a job? Lol. This class is boring. Basically no one in there will listen to the lecturer but the lecturer did her best to maintain the class. I don’t hate her, I hate that why do we ever need to take that again. Well, although I know I don’t or dislike it, I still need to do my best in that subject. Yes or no, just do my best and done.

Well, that’s all I wanna say today. Offline.

                Good Luck,

Biggest Motivation

Now, it is 2.00AM. Yes. I am still awake.

Based on the title, I pretty sure you know what I’m going to talk about.
Night Strikes... Pufftttt.....

Everyone needs motivation in order to move on and move further in life.

What it matters is who is/are the one who motivates you.

For me, my family is my biggest motivator.

When I was a kid, I did pretty damn bad in my academic.

While others kids are like smarter than me. I feel like a potato.

They did well in everything. I feel like I always the last one.

I hate this freaking feeling.

Probably I want to be the top or top than any others, this is part of me.

I hate being a loser because I was before.

My parents always there to tell me you've got to move on.

If you don’t like it, you can change it. As long as it is good, you have to do it.

I don’t blame anyone.

The problem is on me.

Whether I need to change this fact or I want to stay on where I am.

Well, I choose to change who I am.

Nobody is perfect.

Although I got improvement in so far what I've got, I feel happy.

When entering secondary school,

I change from a completely Chinese society to a completely Malay-English Secondary School.

When I first step to the school, I was alone.

All my friends were studying elsewhere. Me, being the loner, I feel somehow sad.

I feel lonely.

Everyone surrounds me speaks either Malays or English.

They do speak Chinese whenever with Chinese, still it is very new to me.




Flash back to one of the idiot thing happened in high school.
It was when we first face Additional Mathematics.
Trust me, I hate Add Maths back then.
I have my own reason. Why?

I remembered when I don’t know a question; I decide to ask the teacher.

Well, I don’t always find a teacher for help. I just like to discover it myself unless I really don’t know how to do or solve that.

When I decide to ask my teacher, I get pissed.

As FYI, I hate being entitles with stupid.

It’s fucking sucks to hear it and I get annoyed with that title.

It just ruins my mood for the day or the entire week.

I will forever hate you. Like forever.

He said why you so stupid that you don’t know how to do this simple question. Duh!

If I know how to solve that, what for I find you? Like dafaq.

Since then, I hate Add Math. Screw it!

I scored bad. Shit. Regretted shit.

After I entered college, I met a very good teacher.

He helps me a lot and by then I find my interest in Maths. 

Sounds miracle. huh!

He did help me a lot. 

I miss that teacher. 

He's a very responsible teacher not like the idiot before. That's a fact.

Still, my parents always there whenever I need them.

I have them to talk with and share something I've been went through.

They always there no matter how busy are they.

Started then, I became more independent in different ways.

I don’t want to follow friends. Where they go, I go. Fuck that!

I hate it when someone say I follow my friends to study here to whatever shit it is.

Don’t you have your own mind to decide what you want instead of following?

I started to adapt. I meet new friends and blah blah blah…

I tell myself I got to be independent in many ways.

I can’t always rely on somebody.

The point is that,

Whenever I need someone to talk with or share with,

My family always there for me.

They tell and guide me what to do in order to solve that shit.

Well, I can say nothing better than talking with family.

Sometimes we do argue about some small things.

I truly believe that, argue makes our bonding stronger.

If a family live without communication, how do they even know what they feel towards each other? Am I right?

My family always my great motivator to me.

Whenever I feel like giving up something, probably I feel so sick about it or I’m too tired about it,

I always think back what they said and taught me.

They pay for my school fees and tuition fees and whatsoever fees,

They earn the money and they don’t even spend much on themselves, but us.

They work to give us better life and better education.

Hence, I study pretty damn hard to have a good results but I am still half way.

Sometimes I feel like I am so damn idiot to not get a good result while the others just like blink and got it just like that.

Well, problems probably come from me.

Am I not hardworking enough?

Do I?  I always question myself.

I always do feel unsatisfied about myself in many ways.

I just don’t feel satisfied.

My parents always say I’m a tough girl. Tougher than anyone else in the family. 

Probably I’m the only girl among my siblings. So, i do my own things on my own. I don’t have a sister there to guide me or what; I’m just the only girl, aside from mum of course.

Well, I know what I want for and what I’m fighting for.

I have my own dream and my targets to achieve.

Sometimes plans just don’t go whatever you want, you need to fight for it or you need to work your ass out to achieve it.

It’s all depends on how eager you want to achieve certain things.

Everyone has different dreams and different ways to achieve.

I do feel giving up sometimes in study.

Certain level, I lose myself too.

I don’t know why I’m here doing these things and what for I work so hard for it.

Mental problem huh? Nope. Too tired I guess. Haha! The nerves connect incorrectly perhaps.

Nah, I’m just kidding.

What I do to solve this problem is that I always think back.

I think back what my parents taught me and the ways I've been went through.

Without them, I can’t be who I am now.

Well, they are my supporters in many ways.

I love them much. I miss them so much.

Whenever I say I don't, eventually, I do. I just always denied it. I don't like to show it out. Duh!

After that, I continue what I need to be continued.

Life isn't easy. Nothing in this world is easy.

If they say is easy, what I say is BULLSHIT.

I’m just so bad and mean sometimes. Haha!

Study away from home,

When at KL, my mum still can drive to Kl, now, probably can’t.

It is way too far away and it takes 5 hours to reach.

Yet, I can’t always back home.

Flight tickets sucks. So damn expensive shit.

I rather save the flight tickets to pay for my study fees.

I do wanna go back, but consideration is important.

Yeap. I love to go back when there’s important event. Haha!

I have 2 good brothers who care me more than anyone else.

They do love this sister. Haha!

I am always the smallest one in front of them even in front of my youngest brother.

He is just my big brother.

I want scrambled eggs from him. I miss that damn fucking much.

We have good bonding since small.

Somehow, they spoiled me. Haha!

Good to have brothers like them.

Thank you for supporting no matter what.

I try to be a good and perfect girl in many ways.

I am trying to be. On the way. Haha!

I won’t let you all down.

I want you all to be proud of me.

Yes. I do.

                Good Luck,

人與人相處

I found this article and it is well said on how people and people interconnection.

Well, I can say that it is true.

Sometimes we don’t need to fulfill what others expect on you while you don’t even like it.

You don’t need make others happy in order to make your life graceful. (Sometimes yes, but depends on the situation whether it’s worth for or not)

This is life. You are being yourself; others being themselves.

We have our own circle and life.

We don’t need to change ourselves in order to make life happy and whatsoever.

1. 你不問，我不說，這就是距離；

你問了，我不說，這就是隔閡；

你問了，我說了，這就是信任；

你不問，我說了，這就是依賴。

2. 走不進的世界就不要硬擠了，難為了別人，作賤了自己，何必呢？

3. 有時候，不小心知道了一些事，才發現自己所在乎的事是那麼可笑。

4. 誰不虛偽，誰不善變，誰都不是誰的誰。又何必把一些人，一些事看的那麼重要。

5. 其實總是笑的人，真的很需要人疼。

6. 在乎我的人，我會加倍在乎！不在乎我的人，你憑什麼讓我繼續？

7:永遠不要為別人而改變自己，如果不能接受最差的你，也不配擁有最好的你。

《細品有深度的話》

1. 人在的時候，以為來日方長什麼都有機會，其實人生是減法，見一面，少一面。

2. 別人怎麼看你，和你毫無關係，你要怎麼活，也和別人毫無關係。

3. 面子到底多少錢一斤，我們為什麼要在乎別人的看法。

4. 有一天你會明白，善良比聰明更難。聰明是一種天賦，而善良是一種選擇。

5. 不聞不問不一定是忘記了，但一定是疏遠了，彼此沉默太久就連主動都需要勇氣。

6. 不要在心情糟爛差的時候，用決絕的話傷害愛你的人。

7. 有時候，沒有下一次，沒有機會重來，沒有暫停繼續。有時候，錯過了現在，就永遠永遠的沒機會了。

8. 用心甘情願的態度，去過隨遇而安的生活。

9. 所有的問題都是自己的問題。

10. 有時候，我們明明原諒了那個人，卻無法真正快樂起來，那是因為，你忘了原諒自己。

11. 一個人有生就有死，但只要你活著，就要以最好的方式活下去。可以沒有愛情，沒有名牌，但不能沒有快樂。

12. 其實，人都是很賤的，愛你寵你的人你不稀罕，對你冷若冰霜的卻是窮追不捨。最後搞的遍體鱗傷的還是自己。

13. 不要的東西，再好也是垃圾。

14. 如果你沒瞎，就別用耳朵去了解我。

15. 真正的牛逼不是你認識多少人，而是你患難的時候還有多少人認識你。

16. 那些不需要解釋的事情，從你張嘴那一刻起，你已經輸了。

……很多人闖進你的生活，只是為了給你上一課，然後轉身離開！

……距離，產生的不是美，而是詮釋了不堪一擊的愛情！

……人生煩惱就12個字. 放不下. 想不開. 看不透. 忘不了！

……女人沒魅力才覺得男人花心，男人沒實力才覺得女人現實！

……慢慢的，長大了，卻感覺變沉默了，懂得多了，卻不快樂了！

……明明不是陌生人，卻裝的比陌生人還陌生。

……在人之上要看得起人，在人之下要看得起自己！

……上帝之所以創造指紋，是因為，他想讓人們知道，其實每個人都有傷痕！

……跟自己說聲對不起，這些年一直沒學會愛自己！

……女人，不需要傾國傾城，只需要一個男人為她傾盡一生！

……在乎才會亂想，不在乎連想都不會想

                Good Luck,

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Before I have my dinner while waiting, let’s have a short chat here.

Today, miracle-ly, I am so hardworking on my maths.

It’s not because I love maths, it’s part of my life Now and I have to.

Another thing is that I am so scared la. Next Monday got test and I feel so not sure about myself.

Yes. I study and did practices; I just don’t have confidence in myself.

How?! … …

I study math today like the whole day. While at break time, I study and practice, I don’t take my lunch.

Bad habit. Bad habit. Bad habit.

I just stuck at the middle and just one tiny goes wrong, make me can’t get the answer.

But, when I got the final answer, I am a happy girl again. Haha!

I can be happy for little thing. I always do.

You give me honeydew or melon; I am a happy kid too. Haha!

Tomorrow I’m going to stay at library and study. I don’t know study what yet.

Probably I will get done with my drawing first. It’s complicated shit.

The diagram like so messy and whatsoever.

Omg. Drawing! My drawing sucks actually. I wish to have my brothers’ gene in drawing.

They are way better than me. A LOT.

What I need to do is try my best.

Say is no use, action is important.

So, bye. Dinner time!

When I was studying just now in the class, I feel like someone is calling me.

But I am not sure who that is.

I always get mistaken when people call other people name starting with Je… something.

Hence, I don’t want feel awkward when people is not calling me and I turn back.

That’s why my friends always come to my front or shout at me clearly. Haha!

I got some bitches did that always in class. Well, you know who you are.

Haha!

I guess I heard wrong right just now. Hmm… don’t know.

                Good Luck,

Maths Life

One thing I know about that is:

(Math) x (Life) = (Sucks)

Seriously, I don’t know why I want to kill so many brain cells just to solve the freaking math questions.

I’m insane.

Why I don’t just choose something girls will do?

Like you need these maths for the rest of your life.

It does most of the time.

One thing is that I know what I’m interest for and I study for it.

But when come to this part where maths is everywhere, I feel insecure.

People around me are way stronger than me.

This is what I thought actually.

They are in fact.

I just wish I can have half of their brain especially guy.

They always have higher advantages in this field.

Girls? We struggle hard. Not to say struggle, but we study our ass hard just to achieve certain level.

Well, understanding is one thing. Facing question is one thing.

I always understand but when comes to question, I sure will stunned.

Probably I don’t have enough exercise? I don’t know…

This is my second week of uni life.

Guess what. Assignments start to come accordingly.

I don’t know whether I can handle it or not BUT I MUST.

You won’t dump your money to somewhere and you get nothing right?

My parents pay lots of money for my tuition fees. I just wish I don’t make them disappointed.

It you get nothing from it, means you’re wasting the whole bucks of money.

Well, that’s a bad sign for sure.

I wish there’s someone I can have a real talk with here.

Can I?

Just wish the best of luck and study hard. That's the point of all.

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Yesterday night, I was almost to bed. Suddenly there’s something in my mind. Then, I check the timetable and I realized, shit. I forget to print the notes.

I texted my friend and ask whether she printed or not. Answer is no.

Since the road at night is freaking creepy and dangerous to walk alone as a girl even guys too, I just ask my friend go together.

Better to have someone accompany you walk than no one right.

It’s 11PM so yeah.

Good to have her to walk with me.

Silly me for forgetting things. Always happens.

Nothing much. Met 2 classmates and surprisingly there were there too.

Someone got jackpot. Not me.

Besides, thanks for the ride. I don’t need to walk back in dark at midnight.

After that, back to room, sleep in bed. Goodnight.

                Good Luck,

Insanity

My weekends are kind of boring and normal.

People usually hang out on weekends while I’m sitting in front of my table and study Maths.

Yes. That sounds crazy but I am.

I am so tired. Not my body tired. Actually, my eyes are tired.

I’ve been facing the screen for hours and hours since yesterday morning.

I started to study my Maths because I know it’s going to be a long way to study before I head to sit for my first test which is on the following next Monday.

I just want to get prepared and sit for the test. Otherwise, without prepare, I’m going to pissed at myself for not well-prepared.

Seriously, I’m not computer typed person.

I don’t like sitting in front of the laptop or computer for long day.

I just don’t like it.

I don’t wish my eye sight getting worse and worse.

You know what I mean.

I really prefer study with books although they are much heavier than the E-book.

I know E-Book is convenient but not for me. I still prefer papers.

When you study, it is a sure that you will face it long time and hours, my eyes get tired and I can’t concentrate that much.

You can let me face the book for hours and hours, just not the screen.

Speaking back to Maths,

I started to study since yesterday and I still have half way to go!

Like seriously?

Previously with lecturer we study a chapter like a week plus.

Mention, with lecturer.

I feel so scared actually. It’s just the beginning.

I can’t imagine you just have one week to study the whole freaking chapter and sit for a test on every Monday.

Horrible for me. I never try before. Study Maths all by myself? You’re kidding.

I never done that before and yet I don’t want it actually.

I still prefer class and lecturer talks in front.

It’s way better than self-study. Am I right?

I cannot imagine within one week how far i can go for a chapter before exam.

Gosh. I just wish myself all the best.

2 words for me in Maths: Study Hard.

It’s a serious shit which is happening.

Study Maths Alone ... is ... Insane ... 

 By the way, you feel happy when you get to do this where others can't do it.

You will become better person perhaps in self-timing and self-guiding.

Well, just normal days for me.

Nothing much.

Luckily there is some friends talk to me so that I can express myself out loud.

Thanks for listening guys. Love ya! Xoxo

Feel better after talking to someone. 

Goodnight.

                Good Luck,