Insomnia

If I’m awake at this hour, probably you know why.

I always suffer from insomnia.

Well, I can’t sleep at night. Not every night, but part of my nights.

I don’t know when it will strike but I just hate it so freaking much.

Sometimes your body wants to rest and your mind still don’t want to; eventually you can’t sleep at all.

It’s a really bad sign. I don’t know since when I have this. Probably after I entered college when I need to study and revision. I always sleep late though. Actually quite early, my mind is still thinking about those freaking assignments. It just won’t let me sleep.

I hate this feeling. I don’t know why. Is it because of stress or whatever shit it is. Please go away.

I really hate this. I want my bed and have a nice sleep. Urgh!

Damn it. Just damn it.

Because I can’t sleep, so I decide to do something stupid.

Study and revision.

It sounds ridiculous! Who will ever study in this hour like shit.

I don’t know what to do, just write something and read something will help me.

Damn it.

                Good Luck,

Night Terror

Yesterday night, it was not an easy night for me.

I sleep after we came back from the party.

Then, due to tiredness, I went bed right after I bathed and get myself done with the routine.

Then I sleep right after that.

I don’t know what time was it, it terrified me.

I woke up in a bad condition.

I feel my body burning and very soring.

I don’t know what happened to me yesterday night; I feel so low energy,

Whole body in sore and I feel the heat coming up from my whole body.

My god, it was terrible night I’ve ever had.

May be my flu and coughing, I feel bad. Real bad body condition.

It sored me until I hold my body tight together into a piece of pillow form.

Wow. What a bad night.

I don’t know what to do; I try to move myself so that I won’t feel that.

I keep stretching, turning myself in the bed in order to make me feel okay.

I thought I’m having a sudden fever, so I use my towel to make it wet with cold water and just leave it on my forehead and body.

I feel better after having a cold water towel on my body and forehead.

Then, I went bed in bad condition.

This morning, I wake up.

I feel nothing at all.

It’s just like a sudden attack from don’t know what.

Omg. It terrifies me!

The soring I can never forget.

May be I’m over sports yesterday?

I have really no idea.

Besides, I get hungry easily nowadays right after I came here.

Shit. What’s wrong with me?

Like this time I ate something, next moments I feel very hungry like there’s a concert in my stomach.

Wth is going on?

Fuck this shit!

Well, luckily it’s Sunday today so I can get enough rest and sleep.

Tomorrow will be my first day of class. I hope all goes well.

I don’t want feel sick on the first day of school. Never ever.

Pretty much that’s all today.

                Good Luck,