Time is gold

These few weeks are been a very busy week for me. I mean for all of us. We all like suddenly have so many coursework / assignments due. Seriously like what the fuck. But, that one considers okay as long as you study the notes then you start to do. I get help from my friends whenever I need so thanks to them. They are all really nice to me. That’s what I feel la. They are way smarter than me. I’m a potato here. Hehe. Well, I still need to move on after lots of complaint. That’s life. #fml

Let’s talk about class. These days I am so freaking blur. I have no idea what I learn in class. Yes. I do learn some but not all. Some of my lecturers like come in to class and talk to himself and bye to class. I’m like wtf. He finishes this slide then move on to the next without asking us whether understand or not. Jesus crist! I have no idea what I learn for the freaking whole day. Tuesday is totally a disaster for me. I pretty for the whole semester. We have this electric class. I have no fucking idea what my lecturer teaches. He likes explaining this slide, you write note, next moment he jumps until you don’t even know what page is that. He’s like rushing for flight. Fuck. Seriously fuck. Frankly, I dislike electric since earlier, now, I hate it. I seriously fucking hate electric. But, I have to learn in order to pass with good marks. Fuck electric somehow. But I don’t wish to screw this subject. I don’t want to screw every subject pretty sure. OMG! Sometimes I do wonder why I need to study this hard. I feel so lost in some way. I wish there’s someone for me to talk with. Like a real talk. Sad life. Nahh… life is not perfect. Yes.

Time at here passes like damn fast. When you are studying in library, you don’t even realize how fast the time passes. It’s like this minute is still early, next moment is like pass midnight. Holy cow. I just don’t have enough time here to do my revision on every subject. Fuck. I am so scared and insecure… arhh! I wish I can have those speedy mode so that I can learn and know very fast. I know I can’t that’s why I need pay more time in my study than any other else. Booooo…… well, this is me and I just need to accept it.

We have this reflective essay to write. Seriously, this does matter me. We need to write an essay about ourselves. I am so fucking serious here that I don’t actually know myself. One word to say: F.U.C.K. How am I not knowing myself. Wow. This is a matter. I have no idea where to start. Screw essay somehow. L Sad face. Think think think…

One happy thing. Before this I can’t even run for 2 minutes but now I can run for 3 minutes plus. Wow. Jerene, you done great. I don’t like running because I don’t like. But, somehow I need to train my stamina la. I don’t want to be weak. So, I run every twice or 4 times a week and keep tracking. Slowly, I can pick up. That’s a great news for me. haha! Clappppppp…. Keep on. I do it for myself, not for anyone. Well done to me. haha! I do prefer walking in incline.

Alright. Got to move on in my study. Ciao.

                Good Luck,

Friday

I feel lucky because I don't need to pay for a single thing for my broken window.

Hell yeah. Thanks so much.

I feel bad luck because there are so many cars, the stone just fly to my window and smash it.

I feel lucky enough too because they are willing to pay full responsible for my window.

Well, I should say thank you.

On the way to the workshop without the window is fucking horrible.

The sound from vehicles just freaking hurt my ears.

I can't imagine you drive those cars without the roof, damn bad weyh.

I drive so short already feel so annoyed.

We are supposed to get Starbucks.

We are just late about 5 mins and just freaking 5 mins.

They say "Sudah Tutup"... Oh Sad!

Then, we decide to walk around and just chill.

I just love the weather and the environment there.

Seriously, I feel so lost somehow because I have no freaking idea what they are talking about.

Not because I don't wanna talk, is because I don't know what to response but just laugh like idiot there.

Nevermind, although I don't know what they say, at least I know how is their conversations are.

heeehhh....

I want Starbucks la. I don't want Aeon one because they don't have nice view. 

I want nice view and drink my Starbucks drink.

Tomorrow. I should drive myself there sometimes but I want someone accompany me go.

Noooo.... I just don't know. Complicated mind fuck...

I am my friend's mastermind back to hometown, here, I'm a P-O-T-A-T-O...

Jerene, you should stop eating potato. haha!

Good Night my lovely friends and you.

                Good Luck,

Miserable

I have a bad day. A really bad day for me.

Everything is just fine until I found something shit happen.

Me being me but just a second difference, my normal mood drop to mother ass bad mood.

Well, my driving side’s window cracked. The whole fucking piece.

Due to a flying stone, it’s done.

When I saw it, I have no fucking idea in my head. I am so blank when I see this happen. First time in my life, I never meet that before. Due to many news about people smashes car window just for rob your things. It scared me somehow when I first see the cracked window. I am like O.M.F.G. but then after that I know that it caused by a flying stone.

I don’t know who to blame or blame myself for being fucking bad luck. I have no fucking idea.

If I didn’t drive, I will never know, of course, the worker wouldn’t tell you that he breaks you window. Who wants to take those responsibilities? Workers, purfft…

I have no freaking clue what to do. Probably it’s my very first time, I feel terrified. Omg. First thing comes to my mind is that ‘What The Fuck Is Going On To My Car’?!! Oh My Fuck God… screw you.

I was looking at the people who cut the grass with my friends and next thing was that my car is being so fucking lucky to meet this fucking shit. -.- WTF. See, shit thing happen in life.

Well, my friends helped me noticed to the student office and they will help me asap. I couldn’t even think what to do like fuck. Luckily, my friends are there for me. Thanks man. I appreciate. My mood is like dropping from the cliff. I am so heart-broken. I feel extremely sad when I see my car. Each time I see my car, I can feel pain. I drive it for so long and I have feeling on my car. Now, he needs ICU… urghh… damn it. Luckily my mum tinted the window so that it will only cracks when something hit on it instead of dropping pieces out just a hit. Pheww…

My mum told me how to do so I think it should be fine. I am quite clear now compared to just now. So, I know what to do. I wish the related person will actually pay back me. Not because I don’t have that money to fix it, is because your worker hit my glass and doesn’t even fucking notice the owner. You got to pay some responsibility dude. It’s my baby car and I won’t let anyone do that to him. Cross-finger everything will be settle soon. I have no time to worry things like this.

What I can do now? Find the workshop and repair it and have a ‘talk’ with the relevant people in charge. See, need to use money again for repairing. G.D.I

Shit things always happen in my life. I somehow feel so fucking pissed at me. Good things never happen on me, bad things, visit me like nobody else. Dafaq seriously. Haix. When you used to it, you will know. I am not depress, just sometimes I feel so hatred. Nehhh… gonna sleep and bye.

                Good Luck,

Tiredness

Hey people. I’m back again.

I just finish my class and before heading to gym, I decide to write something.

Electric is just a no for me. I don’t know why. Every time I score pretty badly in electric. Damn it. You can’t imagine how bad it is… well, just now we have the lab session for electric subject. I feel so dumb. I realize that I know nothing. Even the single little easy thing I also don’t know like dafaq. I feel so dumb. Omg. Luckily I have my friend there to help me. He helped me a lot and explains this and that to me. Hope that he doesn’t feel annoyed. Well, I really don’t know so I ask. Hehe. The whole lab session is pretty okay and I learn how to use the god damn signal generators and some minor stuff in electric. I feel so sad somehow because I don’t even know those little simple things. Hope I don’t screw up. Hehhh…

Time is precious once you enter university life. You realize that time moves freaking fast. It’s already 8^th week since my first day of class. I don’t even realize how fast the time moves and passes. Every day our life is like so damn busy with those assignments and coursework(s). I don’t even start my revision on every subject. I feel somehow fucked up you know. Urghh… it’s okay… calm myself…

Well, at least in these busy days, I find something I can fight for. Compared to boring easy life, I prefer busy life so that I won’t stop there and be lazy…

I just realize how adorable is my friends. Haha!! Good to know them. 

Well, time to go gym. See you.
I wanna starbucks!!

                Good Luck,

Dull

Good evening peoopleee.

I’ve been go through a very busy study life. Well, one coursework down, still got more to go.

If I say I am not tired then I probably lie to you.

I feel extremely tired. Basically my eyes are very tired.

When you face certain things for example laptop and papers for a whole day, you will get what I mean.

I will never ever get enough sleep.

I love sleep for sure.

I feel I don’t have enough time.

Every day, after class ended, I go back bath and have my dinner, then I straight away go to library and continue my study.

Time is like so limited here.

When you start something, you never realize that the time pass like so fast.

I never expect the time pass like a rocket and yet I actually didn’t do many things.

For what I know is that, I am a slow learner, I take extra times than any other else no matter in what fields. Sometimes, I do wonder why am I so slow compared to others. But, everyone is different, there’s nothing to be compared about. The way everyone study if different. Hmm…

Sometimes I just wish I am a fast learner so I can basically do more stuff in a day.

But, I accept my fact. Haha…

One more thing I want to confess.

We are having this MPU study which I don’t know the full form of it. We need to take etnic subjects and Titas. I have no freaking idea why we need to take that while we have so many things to worry about. The class is completely conducted in BM like dafaq. My BM level is so so not that very good, I thought I can say bye to BM life and now like… damn. Why do we ever need to take that because we are in the country? That’s make no sense. We have to do presentation and so on and so forth. Seriously, I feel somehow crap. Why do we need to learn that?  Will there anyone out there will ask you about that if you’re applying a job? Lol. This class is boring. Basically no one in there will listen to the lecturer but the lecturer did her best to maintain the class. I don’t hate her, I hate that why do we ever need to take that again. Well, although I know I don’t or dislike it, I still need to do my best in that subject. Yes or no, just do my best and done.

Well, that’s all I wanna say today. Offline.

                Good Luck,

Brussels Night

Ciao Bella/Bello

Yesterday, I had a wonderful night. I went to Brussels with my friend which is my housemate. She is so excited to hang out because she done with her exam, assignment and body check-up. We decide d to go out dinner then go somewhere to chill. But before that, I told her I need to settle with my math first. So, the whole afternoon, I try to study my math and I managed to study some of them. Math just somehow bothering me every week because we have math exam every Monday. Lol.

After my study, we went to mamak to eat Cheese Nannnnn (Yummmmmm) since she never tries it before. I was introduced by my friends. Good foods are nice to share. So, I introduce her. I love introducing foods and goodies to my friend. Sharing is caring for me. Haha! We both love cheese so much but we decided to share. I can’t finish it by my own of course. Yummy like ever!

We had dilemma on which to choose. We don’t know whether we want go for a movie after dinner or just find one place to have some drinks. Finally we went to drink. We went Puteri Harbour which is located near Hello-Kitty Town. We went there right after our dinner so we still feel quite full. We walk around there and try to digest some. Hehe! We took some pictures of course, especially me. Haha!

We ended up sitting in Brussels. I’m driving so I cannot drink alcohol. I’m a responsible person, so I ordered chocolate ice-blended. Lol. Next time I will drink. Just not yesterday because I’m driving! I absolutely love to hang around these bars because they are somehow quite than those club or pub. For me is different la, I don’t know others.

My friend ordered alcohol drink while I order chocolate ice-blended. We chat a lot. From A-Z I guess. She and her boyfriend are just so cute when they met last time. I will stop here for that. That’s her privacy. Well, I never experience that and I don’t wish to so far at this moment, but I understand. We both are big laugher somehow. I try to control my volume but who cares. You can laugh, laugh la.

We ordered Waffles and Roasted Pork for the night. It was our supper I think. Their roasted pork just perfectly cooked. You must try. Their waffles also very niceeee… will go again next time as I promise someone when she comes to JB to find me. I basically share all foods I ate to her and she will definitely say that 2 words to me. Haha! I know you well girl. Just feel happy to see people are happy. People happy, me happy, everyone happy.

We went there about 2 hours plus and while we want to go back, there’s a band there singing. We decide to drop by their shop and sit down and listen. The environment is just so nice at night and so cooling. You can feel the wind and the songs together. Perfectly match. I think when I go UK, I can have many chances to do so. Sitting on the grass and chill with friends.

Well, that’s my Friday night. Well spent with her. Thanks for the night.

Have a nice day people.

                Good Luck,

My Travel Bucket List

Lately, I've been travel quite much. I mean this year compared to past years. May be it is my travel year perhaps, I don’t know why. During the last 8 months, I've been traveled to two places. I love to travel or I can say that I’m a travel-typed person. I love to explore every country because it is very interesting. You get to see how the country looks like and just to explore more than you know. Every time when my parents decide to bring us overseas, I’m always the agreed one than disagree. Like common, who will ever disagree to travel? I’m not. Definitely not. Sometimes I do feel bad because they pay for my travel fees, but never mind. I promise them I will bring them to travel after I graduate and have a steady income. I love my family so I am willing to spend on them. Family is nothing comparable.

1. Vietnam - Ho Chi Minh

2. Indonesia - Bali

There’s always a travel bucket list I have on my own. The numbers will always increasing. Just I haven’t figured it some of other places out yet. I surely will know soon. Well, travel do helps us to gain knowledge. You get to see new things and discover new things. This is what I love about travelling. I always get excited, or over-excited. Anywhere will do for me. I don’t care it is a fancy country or small small country, I just love to explore. Somehow I think of backpacking, but I still don’t have the daring heart to backpack. Not for now.

These places my mum and I will definitely wish to go one day. We promise each other to go together and to explore the city. My mum and I just like a twin somehow. What I like eventually she likes it and vice versa. We are travel-bond together. She will always be the one who do those travel homeworks. Me, being the enjoy and the GPS. 

Here are the list so far :

1. Philippines - Boracay Island

They have a great sea and beaches. The sea water is just simply clear and beautiful.

2. Bolivia - Salar de Uyuni

This place is so called the biggest mirror in the world. You can actually feel like you're part of the sky. This place is simply amazing and just wow. I've been craving to go this place for so long time. Probably in future I will be able to visit this gorgeous place.

3. Dubai

Dubai. You know what I think. Sky Diving! They are best known for Sky Diving. They have a great view from above the sky. I wish I can go like YOLO once and enjoy myself. 21st birthday may be? Haha!

4. Greece - Santorini

You just can't blink your eyes. You wouldn't want to miss every single sight you see there. Everything is just perfect pretty. Day time, you can see the combination of blue sky and blue sea and the white houses. They are all perfectly match to each other. At night, you can see those lights from the streets and from those houses. Simply gorgeous.

5. United States - Grand Canyon

Well, I always seen in national Geographic about this place. Although it is just some rock scenario, but it's very fantastic looking. it's a beauty nature. I wish I can visit this place soon.

6. Macau Tower

You know Macau Tower is best known for their Bunjee Jump? They have the highest Bunjee Jump ever in the whole world. You just can't miss this. If you happen to go, it is a must to try this out. I want go so badly! YOLO and don't care.

7. France - Paris

City of love. Although I don't have one, but I still can go with my love one which is my parents/family. My mum is a Eiffel freak. She loves everything which related to Eiffel. I have no idea. You know that if you're rich enough, you can actually buy the Eiffel? It doesn't belong to France actually. Feel free to do so. I want try their macaroon! So tempting to go.

 8. Maldives

Beaches! This place is freaking cool you know. Everything surrounds you are just sea. Everywhere will be your pool. Just jump in and swim! They have a great view. I've seen those photos from a friend and I'm like woah! I wanna go!!

.

9. United Kingdom - London

Of course, it's London! My another biggest wish to visit. I will soon be there 2 years after. I will definitely explore this beauty. I love British. Their accent and so on. Wow... 2 years and you will wait me. I will see you very soon London! Wait for me and welcome me! 

Wish will be coming true.

Work hard. Play hard. 

Young, Wild, and Free !

                Good Luck,

Rainy Thursday

Can you believe it?

It’s already Thursday.

Time flies like freaking fast.

Basically we left few more days of holidays and our study life will be start again.

I don’t think I do much revision on my studies. Omfg.

I managed to study some but not all. T.T

I just don’t get enough time most of the time.

I've been studying my math since yesterday then only my coursework next.

I've been stuck for that particular section and I am so pissed.

I can’t get the answer I just won’t let it go.

I keep thinking and thinking like shit.

Well, I manage to get answer today which is great. Satisfied.

I’m kind of mind-fucked when my lecturer explains something beyond that.

I understand the frontal part, after that, I’m like wth he’s talking.

I.Have.No.Clue.At.All.

Let me settle after I done my other parts.

I manage to understand some, but not all.
Even my friend also don't understand.
Not my problem I guess.

I get hungry so easily nowadays.
I somehow need to grab or bite something.
What's wrong with my appetite?




Today’s a rainy day.

I know the sky loves me. Haha!

I love raining so much.

Feel like a kid running under the rain. Haha!

I enjoy raining. I really do.

I just love the cold breeze and the weather.

Let's talk about yesterday's lab.

We have this lab named MGT-Flow Lab Session with my thermo’s lecturer.

It’s about the micro gas turbine thingy. It is in a jet engine and it is a water bottle sized turbine.

At first I thought micro should be something very tiny but I’m wrong. Haha!

How can a turbine be so small right? True.

We also learn a software that can basically help you calculate the ideal and the real situation when the fuel is included in the turbine.

That software is just so cool.

What you need to do is just key in the data in the Input site and just run the whole programme.

You can see graph shown and the efficiency rate.

Everything is calculated for you. We will learn it in future.

This programme actually needs years and years of knowledge to understand it fully.

Don’t say for first year or second year, until PhD you only almost know the full programme.

So, it takes time. We, being the first year student, we have lots more to learn from.

That’s interesting anyway.

Time to back to study.

Bye.

                Good Luck,

Busy Life

I have few things to write today.

It is kind of my habit to write before I go bed and have sweet dream. Nah.

First piece. FYI, we are having a week of study week. Study week for us means holidays. All of my classmates go back home and chill I guess. I decide not to go back because I want to save my flight tickets. Well, people seem strange on me because I didn’t go back. I don’t know why. They sure will say ‘why you didn’t go back?’ I answer this question for couple times already. For you who know, good. For those who don’t know, stop asking me la, I’m not going back because my parents visited me recently and I decide not to go back. My flight ticket back home is way more freaking expensive. I try to find the cheapest one, but the timing just not right at all. Okay la. Staying here is not that bad. Basically, I plan to catch up what I missed in class and do my revision.  I just started today on my revision. I’m like shit. What’s that! Omg. I need find lecturer. I don’t know whether they are on holidays too or not. My papers are full with ‘?’ and I need to get answer for those little ‘?’. Haha!

Second piece. So far, we have 2 group projects already. Well, although it seems like the deadline is still far far away, but each little part takes times. I don’t wish to do last minutes work which I know that’s a very bad idea because we can make mistakes like a lot when we do last minutes work. So far, our project goes smoothly and steady. Frankly speaking, I have a great team mates. I really do. They are all co-operated together and we have good communication skills. Most of the time, we discuss in Whatsapp but still a way of communication. Haha! We get our things done just in time before the deadline so that we can have extra time to finalize our project parts. Well, without them, I don’t think I can do it alone for sure. Thank you all.

I still have another project which is doing some research and we need to prepare a presentation and to present it in class. That’s my nightmare comes. I hate speaking in front of many people. I just don’t feel confident at all. My hearts will pump so freaking fast each time I stand in front. Gughhh! Sometimes I prefer to be the noob one. Haha! I’m somehow. Well, it is a group project, so I need to be more confident and don’t let my team down right. Yes. You can do it.

Third piece.  After I started my university life, there’s a change in me. My appetite seems bigger and bigger. Damn. That’s bad for me. I love eat, but I get hungry so damn easily. I eat at this hour, hours later, I feel so damn hungry. After I have my dinner, I will feel hungry about 11pm something. It’s almost midnight and I have nowhere to eat.  I need to drive outside just to get food but I don’t dare to drive at night alone. That’s creepy. I try not to eat because supper makes people fat. Yeah. I’ve been long time didn’t take supper already. Too many years, but why now? OMG. Is it whether I study too long or what? I have no idea. I just feel hungry easily. Very easy. I need to control my appetite. I don’t want to be back to what I was before. Just not. Besides, my water consuming is increasing. I drink a lot of water per day, now even much more than before. Waliiao. Something wrong with me?

Forth piece. I just wanna wish my friends all the best and good luck in STPM. I have faith in all of you. Every single one of you. Haha!

Fifth piece. Recently I saw Martin Garrix new facebook video about SkyDiving Dubai. Holy cow! I wish I can go like right immediately. SkyDiving is one of my top list items to do in my life. It’s the coolest thing ever in this world and so freaking exciting! You are basically jumped from sky to the ground like wow. People jump into the sea, you jump in the sky. Sounds so fantastic. I wish I can go one day. If I let my dad knows, he definitely won’t let me. Even I say I want go Macau BunjeeJump, he rejected me. Sad. I’m daring to do these kinds of sports. It’s part of the sports right? No idea. I’m so daring huh. It’s fun and excited! I can’t wait to wait my dream to come true. Perhaps I can go with friends may be? My friends wouldn’t want to do that with me for sure. For them, I’m somehow crazy. But don’t care la. My dream, my life. Nahhh! Haha! But before that, I want buy a GoPro so that I can record everything.

I regretted I didn’t climb the Sydney Bridge. I should go! If I happen to go, I will definitely go and climb!

You can visit SkyDive Dubai for more information.

Tandem Skydive + video + still photos	AED 1,999
Tandem Skydive without video and still photos	AED 1,799

Approx MYR 1805++ and MYR 1624++

I need to save money for that! Definitely.

Wait me Dubai!

Real life will begin right after the holidays.

I “ can’t wait “ it to come. Crying face.

You don't want to see our timetable. 

Fully booked.

                Good Luck,

A Month

It’s been a month I study here as university student.

All I can say that, life isn't that easy.

At first, you can feel there’s total different environment compared to your comfort zone before back in home.

You need to start everything new here.

You get to meet new friends and new study life.

University is not anymore spoon-feeding syllabus.

No one will ever tell you what to do or how you manage your time in your study.

You may meet some situation when you need to study a self-paced study subject.

It’s a whole new level for me somehow.

You can choose to don’t want study your own, but that will be your own risk for sure.

You wouldn't want to ruin your grades in your result right.

Entering a good university is hard, if you don’t appreciate, no one will help you.

So far, I've meet nice friends here.

What I can say that is they are lovely people.

For sure, at first you don’t even know them; you don’t know how their personality looks like.

One thing I can confirm is that we have 2 years here, so we can slowly get know each other.

Not all, but at least we know some of them.

Frankly speaking, I didn't choose this university at first.

My plan changed after some discussion.

You never get what you want is what I can say.

Sometimes you don’t get to pick what you want, just follow the flow and we will do.

It’s a very last minute decision to enter this university.

Surprisingly, I don’t know why they will accept me, I’m not a very fantastic result student for sure compared to others students.

I do feel appreciate that they accept me as their student. I really do.

Whenever they ask me why I choose this university, I don’t have any idea in my mind what to reply them.

I just don’t have clue.

I somehow feel guilty because people apply and they don't get. Me, for don't know what reason I get chosen. 

I try not to reveal much but this is where I am and don’t ask me why.

Being part of this university is actually a good start for me.

We have few students compared to UK main campus.

We can get help easily from our lecturers than UK campus where they have hundreds and hundreds of students there.

Being a small group is actually a good thing.

You get to know people around you and get in touch with lecturers easily.

We may be small, yet we are huge in some way.

I’m happy of where I am now.

I have lovely friends here and lecturers. (although sometimes I don’t know what they teach)

Our real university life will start after our study week a.k.a holidays.

Being the 3 girls in the class are somehow stress. Yet I'm the only Chinese girl. You know you need to follow everything. Guys think differently than girls. Somehow they get the idea easily than us. Well, what I can do is that I need to work extra hard in order to follow them. Hard works do pay off sometimes.

Last time went photo shooting for the university stuff. Good to be part of it because I can hang around outside of the campus. Hehe

I did some shopping at Cotton On online. I love snoopy very very much!

They are adorable.

Weekends I will do my grocery with my housemates. I do enjoy grocery shopping. I don't know why, I just feel happy to do grocery. Probably because I seldom do that with family, but once we do, it will be a great shop.

I went Korean Food with my parents last week. I'm craving for that so they brought me there.

I join MMA club. These people are lovely and funny. Good time well spent with them every Monday.

Meet my housemate, Jeannine.

I feel happy study here.

I believe nowhere will become somewhere memorable soon.

                Good Luck,